Happy Birthday, Mi Ren.
Happy 18th Birthday to the most irreplaceable, beautiful, and precious soul in my entire world. this is the fourth birthday of yours that I get to celebrate right by my baby's side and I couldn't be any happier, I am sitting here overwhelmed by a million different emotions just thinking about how incredible it is to watch you grow. I'm so touched and excited to celebrate that day with you I really wanted to give you the biggest, most unforgettable physical gift this year, but since I couldn't make it to meet you in person today or celebrate you with people you love as a surprise like I used to each previous year, I couldn't bear the thought of just sending a standard, basic text message for an event as massive as your 18th birthday, so I decided to build this website entirely for you instead. I wanted to create a beautiful, dedicated gift that's made specially for you, that belongs completely to us, turning my feelings into something tangible and special that you can keep forever. even though I know you deserve way more than just a website. You deserve the absolute world and everything beautiful in it,if I could bring you the moon and stars I would and it still won't be enough. but my only hope for now is that reading through this brings a giant smile to your face and makes you feel deeply happy today, mirroring the effortless way you always bring joy into my life every single day. today's isn't just any day it's my darling birthday the day the light of my life was born. looking back over these last four years, all I feel is gratitude. from the moment you walked into my life, you changed it. You took my world and made it infinitely brighter, softer, calmer, and more beautiful. calling you my best friend doesn't even feel like it's enough, not even saying you're my soulmate shows how close and dear you are to me. you are my person, my safe place,my home, my family, you are everything I have and everything I need and everything I'll ever want , as long as I have you I don't need anyone or anything else, having you by my side is more than enough and more than I ever deserved. there's something deep about us that'll I'll never be able to write in words, no matter what we face we always stay together nothing ever succeeded in breaking us apart and I'm so glad we manage to come back to each other every single time. I can't imagine living a single day without you. I will choose you, stand by you, and hold your hand through every single version of us. when we're apart, even for the shortest minutes, my life feels so dull and empty and meaningless. you're everything positive in my life you make me happier and safer just by existing just by only being with me , my life eases and world becomes a more beautiful place. sometimes I sit silently between our chats while you're talking or laughing or simply being yourself and I just realize I've never loved someone like I love you. if I begin to talk about how perfect you are I'll never be done I could talk about your pure heart and soft soul and dazzling looks for my whole life without getting bored or out of words. no amount of letters, pages, or words will ever feel like enough to truly express everything you mean to me. You are absolutely breathtaking, both inside and out. your presence has a radiant kind of beauty that effortlessly lights up any room you walk into, and your soul is so deeply wonderful, kind, and pure that it makes me fall for you deeper every single day. There is no one else like you on this planet. you are a literal masterpiece, and having you in my life is the greatest luxury I could ever ask for. I love the way your mind works, the way your laugh can instantly take me out of my darkest days, and the how we can sit in hours of silence without a single drop of discomfort, listening to music , talking about nonsense or just hearing you study, our calls mean the world to me, our time together is worth everything. you have the kindest most forgiving heart, you feel everything deeply and passionately. you are the bravest most persistent and determined person when you give yourself a goal you don't stop until you're there even if you fall millions of times you always find a way to stand up and keep going and that's the thing I like about you the most. you changed me, being with you makes me a kinder , softer and much better person. you calm every inch of my mind and soul and fill my heart with peace and love. I don't even know how to love or mentain long term friendships but with you I find myself giving my all , doing things I would never do with someone else, I love you more than I know how to hold and sometimes it's scary but I never hold back with you and you never make me regret being my true self and showing every piece of me to you. even when we have a misunderstanding or fight I always am sure that we'll end up making up and going back to each other in the end. back in the beginning of our relationship I used to cry to people when we fight fearing I might lose you, I was dumb and naiive and full of fears, but I realized it's useless, noone would get us. and I stopped allowing anyone to come between us. when we fight only us know how to make it better. what we have is something completely sacred. no matter what chaos is happening in the world, you have always, unconditionally, been there for me. You are my steady ground, the one person who has never walked away even when the whole world did, and the one who has protected me through it all. And I want you to remember this forever I will always, without a single doubt, be right there for you too. through every wonderful high, every terrifying low, every success, and every quiet struggle and failure, my place is right by your side, holding your hand through it all. the bond we share is entirely different from anything else that exists. we have this rare, effortless way of understanding one another. you know the unspoken thoughts in my mind before I even realize them, and I understand the deepest corners of your heart. even without speaking clearly we get each other we don't even need to speak our souls are just connected. I know with absolute certainty that no one else will ever come close to our relationship. people can try to understand it, but what we have is a unique connection that belongs solely to us. I believe that we were born to be together in this life. out of all the billions of people in the world, our paths were aligned perfectly because I was born to love you, to protect you, and to care for you with everything I have. this birthday I wish for you overflowing happiness. I want the world to be gentle with you. I want you to achieve every single dream you’ve ever wished for, to find success in everything your beautiful hands touch, and to always remember how deeply loved you are, especially when don't feel like it's true. never forget that whatever happens, I am right here. I’m not going anywhere. I'll always be next to you and I'll always be very proud of you and of everything you ever do you keep crossing my hopes and imaginations and becoming greater and better than I'd ever thought anyone could. and I'll stand by your side cheering for your wonderful achievements. I'll never get bored from listening to your thoughts and stories and days I love hearing you I love listening to everything and anything as long as you're the one speaking. loving you isn't just something I do casually it is my greatest joy to be able to love you and you are a permanent part of who I am. my devotion to you is absolute and unshakeable. I would follow you anywhere in this universe, blindly and without hesitation, even if it leads to my end. there is no fear, no darkness, and no pain that can touch me as long as you are the last thing I get to feel, the last thing I touch, and the very last beautiful sight I see. if I lose everything I have except for you, then I consider myself a winner. I'll spend the rest of my days making sure you are cherished, safe, and happy, just as you deserve. Happy Birthday, my beautiful girl, my soulmate, and my entire world. I love you forever.
T .