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Will you open it, Birthday girl?

100 Reasons Why I Love You

Just a few reasons why you are entirely irreplaceable...

  • your contagious smile that spreads happiness everywhere it exists
  • your dazzling eyes that I could stare at until the end of time and never get bored
  • your hug that fills my insides with warmth and safety
  • your smart mind that never fails to amaze me
  • how pure and sweet you actually are even when you act all tough and mean
  • your deep curiosity about everything and will to always discover more
  • your voice when you laugh, your laugh itself could wash away years of sadness
  • how you always cheer me up when I'm down
  • your passion even if you don't always feel it, it lives inside you and I love it.
  • your stubbornness, whether it's for good or bad I just love you when stubborn.
  • your attitude when focusing on something I could sit silently all day just watching you focused.
  • your determination to always chase after your goals
  • when you choose to trust me, I'm the happiest whenever trusted by you
  • your thoughtfulness, you always think about everyone before acting
  • your dramatic self, I love it when you're dramatic either sarcastic or panicking.
  • your care for people you love and defending or protecting them
  • your courage, you fear none but God and I adore this in you
  • your sleepy voice, like a comforting melody dragging me deeper into loving you
  • when you support my small achievements.
  • how you make text messages feel warm and cozy than anyone's physical presence could ever do
  • your patience with me(I love my impatient ren too)
  • your sense of humor that sends me into unstoppable laughing
  • how your feelings are visible through your sweet eyes
  • your love for animals and pets
  • Your religious beliefs and will to know and do the right thing
  • I love your style and the way you dress
  • your anger, you're the cutest when you're angry
  • I love your confidence, when you're confident I'm the happiest ever
  • I love it when you make fun of me for shit you already warned me about
  • when you go easy on me, life is always hard but you're always soft and warm
  • when we fight, I love everything about you even our fights you always make me feel good as long as we're together
  • I love how you look when you laugh, a beauty that melts my heart
  • I love when you get excited about something or talk about something you love
  • I love how you treat your close people and family
  • I love when we make eye contact, I'm so jealous of anyone who sees those eyes daily
  • I love that you're different, special, you have no alike.
  • your independence, you don't need noone and you can do it all alone. (but I also love when you lean on me, only me)
  • how gentle your are with everyone and everything
  • the way you handle my attitude and annoying self
  • how you never made me feel less
  • your compliments, they're the sweetest ever
  • that you notice the smallest details and care about them
  • that you know if something is wrong even when I hide it
  • when you put me above everyone else
  • how you never hide anything from me
  • the way you handle things
  • your yapping about movies or songs you love.
  • how you do your makeup (I adore your bare face without it too)
  • your tiny hands and pretty nails
  • your singing voice, I love hearing you sing
  • your honesty
  • that you're my biggest fan
  • how you always include me in your plans
  • when you tell me you miss me
  • you're the first person I run to when I have news
  • you never tried to change me, I changed for you
  • how proud you are of me
  • how you talk about me when I'm not around
  • how you find beauty in imperfections
  • how you try to be the best version of yourself everyday (I love you no matter what version or person you are)
  • the way you handle my weirdness
  • the way you communicate
  • when you're being yourself around me
  • when you stay up late just talking to me
  • when you tell me you love me
  • when you write letters to me, they make my heart flutter.
  • when you share your songs with me
  • you made me realize that I am capable to love too.
  • you're the kindest person I've ever met
  • you share your dreams and hopes with me
  • your ego, I love it only on you.
  • your name, my face lights up whenever someone says your name
  • how you're perfect even if you see yourself flawed your still perfect
  • I love our inside jokes
  • I love when you give me nicknames
  • I love how you share pieces of your everyday with me
  • I love when you make me discover new things
  • I love our dump, deep, random conversations.
  • I love how we can sit in silence and it's never awkward
  • I love when you get shy, you're the cutest person ever when you're shy
  • how you help me see what I'm doing wrong whether to you or in my life generally.
  • how fast time passes when I'm with you
  • that you always keep your promises
  • I love how you chose me and sacrificed something you love for me even though we've only known each other for a few weeks back then.
  • how you're never bored of my clingy side
  • how you shut my mind when I'm overthinking even though you're an overthinker yourself
  • your positive energy and calming presence
  • the way I don't need to think twice before choosing you over anybody else
  • I love how strong you are even in your toughest times, even when noone notices.
  • the random, chaotic texts you send out of nowhere that make my day.
  • The incredibly distinct and pretty handwriting you have.(I'll still make fun of your notes tho)
  • when you give me quiet reassurance that no matter how much time passes, we won’t drift.
  • how your refuse to fit into a box that society or other people try to build for you.
  • how you act like an excited toddler when waiting for an order package to arrive.
  • how you can't make coffee
  • that you make me feel like I always have a safe place to return to at the end of the day.
  • the concept of just existing in the same timeline as you.
  • how my world is infinitely brighter because you are in it
  • every little detail in you, on the inside or outside, I simply love everything about you even if you hate it.
  • that I don't need a reason to love you, my heart just beats for you no matter what changes.

Songs That Remind Me of You

We have outgrown the alphabet. Let our love exist in the silent pauses between the notes.

Happy Birthday, Mi Ren.

Happy 18th Birthday to the most irreplaceable, beautiful, and precious soul in my entire world. this is the fourth birthday of yours that I get to celebrate right by my baby's side and I couldn't be any happier, I am sitting here overwhelmed by a million different emotions just thinking about how incredible it is to watch you grow. I'm so touched and excited to celebrate that day with you I really wanted to give you the biggest, most unforgettable physical gift this year, but since I couldn't make it to meet you in person today or celebrate you with people you love as a surprise like I used to each previous year, I couldn't bear the thought of just sending a standard, basic text message for an event as massive as your 18th birthday, so I decided to build this website entirely for you instead. I wanted to create a beautiful, dedicated gift that's made specially for you, that belongs completely to us, turning my feelings into something tangible and special that you can keep forever. even though I know you deserve way more than just a website. You deserve the absolute world and everything beautiful in it,if I could bring you the moon and stars I would and it still won't be enough. but my only hope for now is that reading through this brings a giant smile to your face and makes you feel deeply happy today, mirroring the effortless way you always bring joy into my life every single day. today's isn't just any day it's my darling birthday the day the light of my life was born. looking back over these last four years, all I feel is gratitude. from the moment you walked into my life, you changed it. You took my world and made it infinitely brighter, softer, calmer, and more beautiful. calling you my best friend doesn't even feel like it's enough, not even saying you're my soulmate shows how close and dear you are to me. you are my person, my safe place,my home, my family, you are everything I have and everything I need and everything I'll ever want , as long as I have you I don't need anyone or anything else, having you by my side is more than enough and more than I ever deserved. there's something deep about us that'll I'll never be able to write in words, no matter what we face we always stay together nothing ever succeeded in breaking us apart and I'm so glad we manage to come back to each other every single time. I can't imagine living a single day without you. I will choose you, stand by you, and hold your hand through every single version of us. when we're apart, even for the shortest minutes, my life feels so dull and empty and meaningless. you're everything positive in my life you make me happier and safer just by existing just by only being with me , my life eases and world becomes a more beautiful place. sometimes I sit silently between our chats while you're talking or laughing or simply being yourself and I just realize I've never loved someone like I love you. if I begin to talk about how perfect you are I'll never be done I could talk about your pure heart and soft soul and dazzling looks for my whole life without getting bored or out of words. no amount of letters, pages, or words will ever feel like enough to truly express everything you mean to me. You are absolutely breathtaking, both inside and out. your presence has a radiant kind of beauty that effortlessly lights up any room you walk into, and your soul is so deeply wonderful, kind, and pure that it makes me fall for you deeper every single day. There is no one else like you on this planet. you are a literal masterpiece, and having you in my life is the greatest luxury I could ever ask for. I love the way your mind works, the way your laugh can instantly take me out of my darkest days, and the how we can sit in hours of silence without a single drop of discomfort, listening to music , talking about nonsense or just hearing you study, our calls mean the world to me, our time together is worth everything. you have the kindest most forgiving heart, you feel everything deeply and passionately. you are the bravest most persistent and determined person when you give yourself a goal you don't stop until you're there even if you fall millions of times you always find a way to stand up and keep going and that's the thing I like about you the most. you changed me, being with you makes me a kinder , softer and much better person. you calm every inch of my mind and soul and fill my heart with peace and love. I don't even know how to love or mentain long term friendships but with you I find myself giving my all , doing things I would never do with someone else, I love you more than I know how to hold and sometimes it's scary but I never hold back with you and you never make me regret being my true self and showing every piece of me to you. even when we have a misunderstanding or fight I always am sure that we'll end up making up and going back to each other in the end. back in the beginning of our relationship I used to cry to people when we fight fearing I might lose you, I was dumb and naiive and full of fears, but I realized it's useless, noone would get us. and I stopped allowing anyone to come between us. when we fight only us know how to make it better. what we have is something completely sacred. no matter what chaos is happening in the world, you have always, unconditionally, been there for me. You are my steady ground, the one person who has never walked away even when the whole world did, and the one who has protected me through it all. And I want you to remember this forever I will always, without a single doubt, be right there for you too. through every wonderful high, every terrifying low, every success, and every quiet struggle and failure, my place is right by your side, holding your hand through it all. the bond we share is entirely different from anything else that exists. we have this rare, effortless way of understanding one another. you know the unspoken thoughts in my mind before I even realize them, and I understand the deepest corners of your heart. even without speaking clearly we get each other we don't even need to speak our souls are just connected. I know with absolute certainty that no one else will ever come close to our relationship. people can try to understand it, but what we have is a unique connection that belongs solely to us. I believe that we were born to be together in this life. out of all the billions of people in the world, our paths were aligned perfectly because I was born to love you, to protect you, and to care for you with everything I have. this birthday I wish for you overflowing happiness. I want the world to be gentle with you. I want you to achieve every single dream you’ve ever wished for, to find success in everything your beautiful hands touch, and to always remember how deeply loved you are, especially when don't feel like it's true. never forget that whatever happens, I am right here. I’m not going anywhere. I'll always be next to you and I'll always be very proud of you and of everything you ever do you keep crossing my hopes and imaginations and becoming greater and better than I'd ever thought anyone could. and I'll stand by your side cheering for your wonderful achievements. I'll never get bored from listening to your thoughts and stories and days I love hearing you I love listening to everything and anything as long as you're the one speaking. loving you isn't just something I do casually it is my greatest joy to be able to love you and you are a permanent part of who I am. my devotion to you is absolute and unshakeable. I would follow you anywhere in this universe, blindly and without hesitation, even if it leads to my end. there is no fear, no darkness, and no pain that can touch me as long as you are the last thing I get to feel, the last thing I touch, and the very last beautiful sight I see. if I lose everything I have except for you, then I consider myself a winner. I'll spend the rest of my days making sure you are cherished, safe, and happy, just as you deserve. Happy Birthday, my beautiful girl, my soulmate, and my entire world. I love you forever.
T .